Tuesday, July 15, 2008

I wonder

Since I quit taking bcp I'm monitoring fertility signs just to see where I am in my cycle and I'm currently in a stretch of fertile signs that make me hope and dream but I know that I got fertile signs several times during cycles before I had Lex and it's highly unlikely that any of that has changed. Either way a girl can dream.

I've been super busy with work lately so I haven't had as much quality time with my boys. Nate works opposite of me so I almost never see him and that's tough. For example, tonight I could really go for some cuddling, a shoulder rub and some adult time but he won't get home for a few more hours and I'm super tired and have to be up for a shift early. At least I see Lex at night. He almost always gets super excited to see me and we play hard until it's time for him to eat dinner, then it's either a bath, cuddle and bed or more playing, cuddle and bed. He's been really sweet lately and wants to cuddle which is nice but he's been difficult to get to sleep and that's hard because I usually use that time to catch up on blogs and board postings and then chores and I haven't accomplished much in the past few days because of his refusal to sleep. Tonight I spent almost 2 hours trying to get him to sleep, only to get frustrated and walk out of his room leaving my computer to play some lullabies and him to cry. It worked but I was very frustrated and felt awful afterwards.

I haven't been to the gym in a few days because the only time I had available was super early which sucks. I was hoping to go tomorrow morning but apparently yesterday I slipped my shoulder out of joint and it really freakin hurts still. I refused the pain killers yesterday in the urgent care (I also like an idiot refused to file a work comp claim...) and I'm kicking myself for it. Hopefully it feels better after work Thursday because I'll have time and I'll be on campus so working out would be great, if nothing else I'll at least go and do cardio and lower body.

One weird thing I've noticed when I finish working out are bruises that have just appeared on my back, no injuries or anything but deep dark bruises. I'm going to see a doc at my practice (since my primary care doc recently graduated and I haven't chosen a new doc yet) on Tuesday, hopefully it's something simple.

I should head to bed, I have to be at work in 9 hours and it's going to be a long day.

1 comment:

Sarah R said...

FYI, you have awhile to file a WC claim. You may still be able to do it (I think it's an insane amoutn of time, like 12 years or something)! Sorry about your shoulder though!