That's it!

I've decided that after this pill pack I am absolutely positively stopping bcp. I've been fighting depression issues more while I'm on the damn pill than I normally do and I'm fed up with it. I can't seem to find a pill that doesn't have either emotional or physical side effects and I don't really need the pill to prevent pregnancy but rather to regulate my cycle. And this recent frustration with the pill is affecting my studying for my certification exam. This test would give me a pay raise if I pass and I can't focus enough because I'm upset at everything. Fuck the pill.